Don't Envy Me Lyrics

A minute ago, I lost almost all my friends

Sadly the destruction never ends

What is a girl to do when the mind takes over

No one nor nothing else could show her

The lack of control, the pain, the rain

Showering over me as the days remain

Dark side, oh no, stay away

Looks like you kidnapped my brain

Mental health coming at a brutal price

No illusion, self betrayal, no advice

If only there can be a time traveling device

I don’t want this to be a part of my life

Wouldn’t wish my past upon the worst

Destroys your self esteem, sanity starts to burst

Let’s break this down it’s a disgusting disease

Where nightmares live, waking up is no guarantee

Erasing all of it effortlessly from my mind

Different from last time, at least there’s no rewind

Shaking out of fear non stop like never before

Misunderstood, 
experience my subconscious roar

A minute ago, I lost almost all my friends

Sadly the destruction never ends

What is a girl to do when the mind takes over

No one nor nothing else could show her

The lack of control, the pain, the rain

Showering over me as the days remain

Swords targeting my heart

Blood bath coming up, trying to protect the front

As enemies hunt down the prey

Feeling useless and weak, hoping to survive another day

Suffering through this unreal storm

Running through my veins, mania begins to form

While the psychosis burns down memories

A game of thrones, is this even possible

A minute ago, I lost almost all my friends

Sadly the destruction never ends

What is a girl to do when the mind takes over

No one nor nothing else could show her

The lack of control, the pain, the rain

Showering over me as the days remain

Dark side, oh no, stay away

Looks like you kidnapped my brain

Lack of control, the pain, the rain

Showering over me as the days remain

Dark side, oh no, stay away

Looks like you kidnapped my brain