Paralysis Lyrics

Your grand lifestyle's feints hiding guilt

Nailed to stilts in your crowd

Point my head to the clouds

Now endowed, you can fail em and you're still kept 'round

Double down while you can till they all find out

You wanted my harassment

You blast my every action

Your girlfriend wrote your posts

Hope you're proud of all the acting

I'm posed to be your poison

Abusers live in factions

I'd love to see them scramble

I'd live to catch y'all lacking

I'm going numb

I guess my head can't take it

Make me shake when I'm off medication

Bless the weight, fuck a fate

I'm no patient

Thought I escaped him, it's just baked in

Fun, I know my worldview's breaking

I see the people and behaviors I would take in

To you I've always just been something that you'll break in

When done discard you don't care you'll replace it

I know more of your predation than I knew you

Ooh

All you'll be to me is trauma that I pushed through

Simply paint me as a fiend in their eyes

Sit and watch from afar as you scar me twice

Told that I'll be running

Everybody wants to find an angle where I'm bluffing

I won't risk it all for nothing

I'm fatally invested in my trials meaning something

What's the point of the fight

I'm broken and right

You're just enabled by your fans but police won't care bout your side

Is this what you wanted