Without Regret ft. Boy Melody Lyrics

Can't you see the fire in my heart

I have no defense

I am not afraid to chase the dark

And live without regret

And all I really really want is

To live, to live, to live without regret

But every day it gets harder

To live, to live, to live without regret

And all I really really want is

To live, to live, to live without regret

But every day it gets harder

To live, to live, to live without regret

Visions of a troubled youth full of physical abuse

Made me think that I was nothing but that's further from the truth

I didn't know what to believe, just a kid without a clue

Like a tree trying ta grow with so many damaged roots

All the odds stacked against me like my life was rigged

Felt like God and the devil betting how long I would live

Treated like a prisoner that be facing time

And the punishment is life but it doesn't fit the crime

I'm telling people that I'm doing good and taste the lies

Cuz almost every day's a battle just to stay alive

Thoughts in my pacing mind, voices ask me why

I'm trying so hard ta live if either way one day I'm dying

That's why I'm not for hype, I'm not trying to be the best

No, I'm trying to reach the kid thinking 'bout slitting his wrist

And tell him not to do it cuz I know just how he feels

And to say he's not alone, I pray one day we can heal for real

Can't you see the fire in my heart

I have no defense

I am not afraid to chase the dark

And live without regret

And all I really really want is

To live, to live, to live without regret

But every day it gets harder

To live, to live, to live without regret

And all I really really want is

To live, to live, to live without regret

But every day it gets harder

To live, to live, to live without regret

I got a black cloud that follows me, the rain it falls on me

The hurricane of life always try to swallow me

Tempted by the models on these bottles that want all of me

Leave me feeling shallow, in my sorrow I be wallowing

My train of thought goes often off the rails

I've been treading waters all my life where the piranhas dwell

Finally made it to the land of snakes where anacondas kill

I swear it's getting harder to believe that even God is real

But I stay honest still, praying that the traumas heal

I understand that what I see goes through the filter of pain

And if I let it, then it becomes the builder of hate

And if I let it, then I'll become bewildered insane

I look around, the darkness has already consumed

But I can still feel this hope that everybody's not doomed

That's the match, that's the spark, that's the gas on the bark

That's the light in the dark, that's the fire in my heart, c'mon

Can't you see the fire in my heart

I have no defense

I am not afraid to chase the dark

And live without regret

And all I really really want is

To live, to live, to live without regret

But every day it gets harder

To live, to live, to live without regret

And all I really really want is

To live, to live, to live without regret

But every day it gets harder

To live, to live, to live without regret