Dopamine Death Dream Lyrics

It's been a long time

Fuck the digital presence

I wanted a real life

Social pressure said I need college

What a sick lie

Don't know why you're still in the back of my mind

Your gothic painted pretty face

Strapped to the bed, your hands tied

Mascara dripping down from her eyes

Caught in a screen while were locked from the outside

Hold tight

Lying in the dark

Spinning thoughts of you 'round my heart

I'm too invested to sell out my archive

Cause every memory of you reminds me I can feel alive

Oh captain, my captain I'm seizing the day

Spent a couple years under the sun to see

I lost you to find my way

Still a lonely poet but I'll never hit the brakes

All I can do is try

God I hope make it

Eyes always on the sky

Waiting on a spaceship

On a different level, can't relate

You don't believe it

Honestly I'm trying to be honest

Can't you see it

Beyond

To feel something's all that I want

Escape from the thought that you're gone

It's been a long time

Fuck the digital presence

I wanted a real life

Social pressure said I need college

What a sick lie

Don't know why you're still in the back of my mind

Still dreaming we were 17

Strapped to the bed, your hands tied

Mascara dripping down to her thighs

Caught in a screen while you're carving my eyes out

Gone now