Jeddy Lyrics

Yeah

Do you remember when I was alone

Stressing bout my little home

Do you remember dreams of getting big

Playing basketball while my daddy lit the cig

Looking at his prodigy proud to be his son

But other shit was on his mind

He had thoughts of leaving mama

Could you be lying

I was thinking like homie please stop the drama

But then I looked into his eyes and I could feel him being serious

Cereal in my bowl while my heart was sinking and

Had no time to react

My face got pale and my vision was black

Started tearing like I don't have a dad

But I was just a kid dawg I was angry and sad

He hugged me so tight and

Told me he wasn't leaving me to fend for myself

While I needed the help

I could see he meant sincerely g

But I just didn't care

At that moment all I felt was fucking hatred and dispair

I just wanted

To be alone

Listening to music that'll help me get mind off

The situation

It seemed like other people wasn't living complications

So I didn't talk to no one in my need of desperation

Without a hesitation I grabbed my pencil starting writing there was no erasing

Because the lyrics had me feeling high and mighty like I meant sum

It's like for the first time in my fucking life I dreamt sum

At the time I had no one

Only my mama to tell me right from wrong

Origami in the New Years, first song that she sung

I was feeling so happy I was speaking to my friends again

Nun' but fire is what I spitted from the heart

I grew up knowing other people had it hard or maybe even harder

Imagine growing up to see your father from a cell block

Shit was tough for him and he didn't have to sell rock

Shit is ugly when no ones around you

But when you have a family to support you and love you there's nothing they can stop You

At least for me

They helped me unconditionally

I had to murder this beat

Spit some real shit so they can feel it through me

I'm feeling like

The ones that's gon' conquer this world

Make it easy for any little boy or a girl

Spread the positivity and teach to your son

That the wrong path could leave you dead in the sun

And that's no fake shit

That fabricated y'all listen to is fucking bullshit

This that new shit something you can groove shit

Inspire your people to love and rejoice

Instead of rappers bragging bout they new Rolls Royce

Even though I maybe a little hypocritical

Tell you not to listen then I spit that cynical

Just the rapper me so don't hate me when I spit it dude

I love you people thank you for a new year and thank you for listening to me while I was Down

When I had no one