This Is It Lyrics

It's a miracle I'm alive

Hang'n on a thread in my mind fall in due time

If it wasn't for my daughter I would die

Suicidal thoughts in my mind I'm dripped dry

In my life I decided to release

Bleeding on my thoughts on these sheets and wreck beats

Some compare me to a beast that's extinct

I'm in deep so move over bitch your shit stinks

Fix me I'm so broken get a grip please

Burning candle down a tunnel that depicts me

Quickly Ima weapon homie miss me

Sacrificing everything I got I'm itching

Fishing going through waves and I'm drifting

This thing is a gift how it lifts me

Take a seat check my lyrics how they grip thee

Pick me started with the finger now I'm fisting

Legit see demons winning by a deficit

Why quit manifest my fuck'n goals from a wish

While I spit like a dragon as I ride on top of it

The burning pit this shits making history

This is it mother fucker this is it

From my damn spine from my soul to my fit

This is it mother fucker this is it

Tryna get by with my head full of shit

This is it mother fucker this is it

Hold your breath if you ain't got nothing left then you coming with me

This is it mother fucker this is it

Hold my damn ground while these demons come and get me

What's it like waking up in a void um

Paranoid is it the weed or the noise um

Polaroid motionless have no choice um

Feel annoyed feel controlled like a toy um

I'm awake but I'm living in a slumber

The view from under tell me what the fuck is hunger

Ain't gett'n younger down the hole for the plunder

Throw'n me the rope but it's drenched in butter

I can't even think of what I'm tryna mutter

It's my own stutter I'm think'n faster

While I enter in here undercover

Trust another don't take offense but I don't fuck with others

I see the pile of the filth and then I start to wonder

You see the smiles but I feel all the vile hunger

My vibe is blinded with the will to survive another

Mile I know why I dive and kill like a violent gunner

Style vital act'n wild Alvi fly a little longer

This is it mother fucker this is it

From my damn spine from my soul to my fit

This is it mother fucker this is it

Tryna get by with my head full of shit

This is it mother fucker this is it

Hold your breath if you ain't got nothing left then you coming with me

This is it mother fucker this is it

Hold my damn ground while these demons come and try and get me

This is it why so comfy when these demons near me

This is it ain't reluctant when they commandeer me

This is it won the battles now these people fear me

Funny feeling to be loved but be so hated dearly

Get a grip Alvi give you all his gifts here

From the pits Alvi climb burn my pits here

Imagine this breathe in deep see'n shit clear

Grip fear Alvi loyal come and live here

This is it mother fucker this is it

From my damn spine from my soul to my fit

This is it mother fucker this is it

Tryna get by with my head full of shit

This is it mother fucker this is it

Hold your breath if you ain't got nothing left then you coming with me

This is it mother fucker this is it

Hold my damn ground while these demons try to fuck'n get me