THIS LIFE Lyrics

Better be smart

This ain't what you really want

People be dying this ain't a game

This life ain't what you really want

Better use your head this common sense

Don't you try to be something you really ain't

People be dying left to right

Man I lost count

RIP to dem fallen soldiers

Man if I had the power I'll bring dem back

But I cant that's the way of life

Every night I fight with my demons

I have so many sleepless nights

I hope god can save me from my torments

So many drugs to explore

I took dem all at once tryna take away the pain

Tryna numb the pain put a fake smile

Tryna show these people I'm ok

But I'm drowning with my sorrows with the henny

Then I hit a bitch up name tammy

Told her bring the snow baby you can numb the pain

Baby lace it

Ain't tryna feel my face

Baby slow it down keep it with my pace

I'm just tryna get a taste of it

Baby anyways you be gone in the morning

Baby you be gone in the morning

Baby you be gone anyways in the morning

Baby I'm tired

Baby I'm tired

I ain't tryna feel no more

Damn I'm lost in myself

Damn this life ain't what you really want

This life ain't what you really want

Hitting 150 on the eway

Got a call from a bitch

Didn't even bother looking at it

Too busy on road

Driving down this lonely road

Damn been a minute since I talked to myself

I got lost in the sauce

I got lost in my mind

I'm outta my mind

Tryna reconnect with myself

Baby hope you call me

Tell me how your day was

Tell me that you love me

Even though I ain't the only one

Rolling a spliff pass the henny

Bitch you ain't worth a penny

Pass me the 8 of wock

Damn girl I like the way you talk

But if you only knew what I'm going through

You wouldn't wanna talk

Got a lot I'm holding in

I ain't wanna hold no more

I got voices talking to me

At this point call me crazy

I'm grinding so hard

So don't call me Lazy

Bitch none of this faze me

Bitch none of this faze me

You don't want this life

You don't want this life

Better think twice

You ain't want this life

Man stop tryna be tuff

Man you ain't really gangsta

This ain't what you really want