My Agony, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Wake up

I feel so numb

What am I searching for?

Everything turned to grey

Now I stare up and wonder

If I’ll ever be happy again?

I have this feeling

This feeling of regret

I’ve created a monster

Where’s the person I used to know?

Why can’t I ever get out of my own head

It’s such a disgrace

My own thoughts are killing me

Why can’t I just be okay?

Time stands still

I close my eyes

And all I saw was you

Tell me something

Cause I’ve forgotten

What your voice sounds like

Look inside my head

Tell me what you see

The agony of you

Being so happy without me

Why can’t I ever get out of my own head

It’s such a disgrace

My own thoughts are killing me

Why can’t I just be okay?

Everyone around me thinks they know me

Truth is I don’t know myself

The day you left me was so jarring

Everyday I’m still so sorry

Do you still care

Do you still care

Do you still care

Am I that easy to forget

I’m so jealous of you

Do you feel my agony yet

Don’t think I’ll last tomorrow

I’m drowning in this sorrow

Why can’t I ever get out of my own head

It’s such a disgrace

My own thoughts are killing me

Why can’t I just be okay?

Everyone around me thinks they know me

Truth is I don’t know myself

The day you left me was so jarring

Everyday I’m still so sorry

(Bro I wanna play live so bad)