I Don't Understand Lyrics

The last time I saw you here

Was the longest day of the year

Hot summer day, you left the room

Flown away, gone too soon

Still can't believe it

Still hard to think

That this was all really happening

If only

If only I

The heartbreak and the desperation got me asking why

These things I know are out of my hands

These things I don't understand

Losing you is so hard to take

Sometimes I'm numb

Sometimes I ache

I keep playing you over in my head

And how I wish I could see you again

Cause there's this hole that only you can fill

I miss you and I always will

Cause now my world is forever changed

And life will never ever, ever, ever be the same

These things I know are out of my hands

These things I don't understand

These things I know are out of my hands

These things that I don't understand

I don't understand

Letting go is hard

It's gonna take some time for me to heal, to move on

I'll be up and down and strong and weak and I'll need someone to lean on

I'm gonna need faith

Gonna need hope

Gonna need love to carry me

To carry me, carry me on

These things I have to leave in God's hands

These things that I don't understand

These things I've got to leave in God's hands

These things that I don't understand

I don't understand

I don't understand

I don't understand