why do i do this to myself Lyrics

Why do I do this to myself?

Playing with fire while I melt

I fall back in bad habits I know I shouldn't

Then I run away knowing I can't outrun 'em, no

Why do I do this to myself?

Self-sabotage my mental health

My worst enemy, I know her far too well

I look in the mirror and she's there to tell me, "you look like hell"

Flames, bright, don't get too close

Too late, I already chose

I've touched the things that burn the most

Oven hot as it can go

Here I am again

Holding the gasoline in my hand

Light a match and watch it blaze, watch it dance

Let it spread until there's nothing left

Why do I do this to myself?

Playing with fire while I melt

I fall back in bad habits I know I shouldn't

Then I run away knowing I can't outrun 'em

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do this to myself?

People I know I cannot trust

Lethal, but I still show up

Afraid to point and shoot the gun

A standoff I have never won

Here I am again

Holding the gasoline in my hand

Light a match and watch it blaze, watch it dance

Let it spread until there's nothing left

Why do I do this to myself?

Playing with fire while I melt

I fall back in bad habits I know I shouldn't

Then I run away knowing I can't outrun 'em

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I do this to myself?