Desolation Lyrics

I've been sleeping in my bathtub

Fully clothed with the lights off

My bottles empty but I still can't seem to get drunk enough

To forget how fucked up I am

And how I fucking love

To hurt this way self sabotage, because i like it rough

I met this boy who cut himself then I licked his blood

We'd drink and fight every other night

But now were dead and done

I'm convinced that I'm a mess and that's exactly why he's gone

Now I'm starting to lose faith

That I'll ever find the one

I'm self destructive, suicidal, yeah I'm living dead

I like the guys who make me cry

And that are fucked up in the head

I'm addicted to the suffering

Just laying in my bed

While the ceiling is still spinning

My messages on read

So hurt me

One last time

Hold my face

Between your hands

Kiss me

One last time

Say goodbye

And snap my neck