Fighting Myself Lyrics

I never been one to see order

But I feel like it is time to start

One day I want to have a daughter

But I can't teach her things I can't stop

I tell myself that "I'll do better"

But sometimes I feel like I can't change

I wish that I could live forever

But there's no point when this world's insane

I wish that I could burn my problems

So I won't have to live life in vain

Or should I find a different way to go solve 'em?

'Cause nobody's perfect anyways (yeah)

I wish that I could see my father

But I guess heaven's a better place

I wanna give the world to my mother

'Cause she is the one who saved my brain

Bring me down to the river of emotions

Won't look now my self-motive isn't open

I won't drown 'cause my purpose keeps me floatin'

I don't know nothing else

I need hope, I don't care about a vengeance

Why does the end always feel like the beginning?

Seeing me down that was never my intentions

I keep on fighting myself

I k-k-keep on fighting myself

I-I keep on fighting m-myself

I guess it's time for me to take it a step

I tired of carrying people with me

I don't need no one's help

But their advice is also tempting I'm just drowning my health

Why do I have to be so self-depending (Do I need help?)

I know the rain will stop falling when the sun decides to show

Because I'm tired of puddles that don't mean nothing no more

I keep on lying to myself thinking that I found a home

I just depending on the things that I seem to never know

I guess I'm selfish

I can't help it

Can you tell me, if I ever been this bad on my own

Don't tell me you need me

'Cause if that was the case you wouldn't leave

Now I'm stuck seeing all the things that I should not see

Bring me down to the river of emotions

Won't look now my self-motive isn't open

I won't drown 'cause my purpose keeps me floatin'

I don't know nothing else

I need hope, I don't care about a vengeance

Why does the end always feel like the beginning?

Seeing me down that was never my intentions

(Uh, yeah)

I keep on fighting myself

Tell me when it's wrong

When it's right

When it's wrong

When it's right

(I k-k-keep on fighting myself)

Tell me when it's wrong

When it's right

When it's wrong

When it's right

(I-I keep on fighting m-myself)