Lonliness, or Too Much Conversation Lyrics

Never thought I'd get this far

After filling my lungs with tar

I'm not feeling good

But it's what I deserve

I'm feeling how I should

But I'm never satisfied with what I have

I'm a selfish bitch

Privileged to shit

I'm a walking contradiction

Starving's become an addiction

As has burning and alcohol too

Ripping scabs off my skin for you

Please you to the full

Like when I was at school

And he led me behind the curtain

I was feeling so uncertain

Told me what to do

And now i'll never know who

I could've been if i wasn't so

Fucked up in the head

Mental health got me down

Water to help me drown and now there's nothing but

Loneliness

Or too much conversation

Tuned in to the wrong station

You're losing your patience

Please don't lose your

Patience with me

I know I'm useless and forgetful

I tell myself everyday

And I'm not grateful what

Life has given me

But even when you shout it sounds like a symphony

I miss you