Pray It Away Lyrics

The office wasn't far from home

I took a bus there all alone

I looked around, afraid to find

Somebody that I recognize

He said I'm not like all the boys

Even though I have a choice

To go back to my past and fix

My twisted feelings in the mix

He offered me a cure

But I ran away

And now I know for sure

That I'm gonna pay

The problem will be solved

In another day

And all that's left for us is to pray

Pray it away

Pray it away

Pray it away

He played me films I had to watch

When no one's home I'd have to touch

He handed out a small device

To pinch me when I'm not being nice

Something didn't feel quite right

Dark thoughts came inside my mind

They showed me how my light will die

That's why I had to say goodbye

He offered me a cure

But I ran away

And now I know for sure

That I'm gonna pay

The problem will be solved

In another day

And all that's left for us is to pray

Pray it away

Pray it away

Pray it away

It's not yet too late

To deal with the pain

But he won't see me ever again

Now I don't care of a family

Now I don't want a relationship

If I need to go back to where I've been

I can barely deal with how I live

He's drawn me to a game

I didn't want to play

Whatever it could take

I knew it's not okay

Don't know what mom would think

Or what dad would say

If they knew the reason

That I went away