Clarity Lyrics

Searching for some clarity nothing is repairing me

The drugs the girls and the mass amounts of therapy

I've got a laundry list of shit I know that I should've done

I ain't eat my meat so where the fuck I get this pudding from

Said he got my back turns out that he was fronting

No evil here so witnesses are steady seeing nothing

Last time that I spazzed out they thought that I would back down

Running up knuckles dust hid the strap inside the stash house

Levels in this hell

When you don't know yourself

The answers there

So be prepared

But yo I'm back on my bullshit

Mad with a full grin

Dashing to class I'm a spaz on this school shit

Smart enough to have questions about every move I make

Dumb enough think it out still act reckless and make mistakes

Strong enough to stack up weights and lift all

Weak enough to rack up pain from impulse

Help me help me save me from myself please

I don't truly need the help but if you care about me tell me

Autumn is kind of jealous from how hard that I fell leaves

Blow away special k isn't always healthy

I glance in the mirror and I'm still haunted by my past

I still remember the day I saw my momma crying last

Enrolled in school I made a promise I can pass

Got back into rap because they're monetizing trash

Chasing cheese has gotten souls lost inside the trap

At least they fed the mouse I chose better routes to optimize the craft

It's still rest in peace to Nick and it's rest in peace to Dre

I hope when you went that you didn't feel the pain

Shit we do its just another factor in the game

My bro Dave said the cool ones always pass away

I rep the north so it's always free my brother dirty bird

He was gone before I even found out where he went

Thank your minds for the time to listen to my wordy words

You're always there when I'm self aware and need to vent