Diary Lyrics

Listen, I'm a good dude I'll fill your soul like good food

You'd rather the English version of a rude dude?

My type to you is boring? but as a matter of fact

I don't stand on the edge, take a few steps back

To get a running start, not fall in the valley below

But that concept to you makes me less than a negro

I'm not Project raised, we'll have a job that pays

At the same time for you, I hope this is a phase

But that keeps me lonely, keeps me out of pocket

But all I need to do is lock it down

Experience of what my parents started

Right now it's like death, dearly departed

I know some of this may sound retarded, but

What really happens of the broken hearted

When it's juvenile, cut down before it grow

The 17 year old me wanted to know, and so

You know that I can't kiss you, and I hope you'll understand

I'll understand

And you that I can be with you you you

And I hope you'll understand

I understand

Back in the scene, back from New Orleans and please

Don't use the term refugee, but I can say Katrina

Change my demeanor, need a new start, not just an in-betweener

I see you're not happy, we peak each other's interest

You're in a situation, you need to decongest

And it's all in your head, back and forth you bounce

The feline in me makes me wanna pounce

Rescue you from the fire that's got you stuck

Now it's my fault? Wait, what the fuck

It's me you said you wanted came straight from your mouth

You didn't have a problem taking turns going south

Oh well life moves on, take it as a lesson

I need a full course meal, not a delicatessen

Moving on again, see you next lifetime

Writing down in my journal 2529

You know that I can't kiss you, and I hope you'll understand

I'll understand

And you that I can be with you you you

And I hope you'll understand

I understand

Can't say things are perfect, but I'm glad I can turn the page

The power box in my mind, rocking at this stage

Got less traditional, typical, more poly

Balance my life to the fullest, keeping things jolly

Sometimes I wonder though what could have been

If you were my lady instead of just a Facebook friend

On the other end, things for you seems fine

But I'm the only one you know for real and try to catch your mind

And I know what your soul is saying, the regret screams out

Why was I playing? Why couldn't I be stronger

Why did I want you to leave? Well, in life they say you get what you receive

I strive for excellence, my lady, excellent

If I wanted you I could have had you with no money spent

You could have been a fucking layaway if you think this is about you

Listen what the chorus say

You know that I can't kiss you, and I hope you'll understand

I'll understand

And you that I can be with you you you

And I hope you'll understand

I understand

Still want to hold your hand

Still want to hold your hand