This Isn't a Goodbye Lyrics

Feels like it's been a long long time

Since I heard that voice on the other line

As trauma freezes me in place

I struggle to find proper words to say

You tell me that you're in trouble

That you simply need my help

But once again

I question if you're a real man

With all the false truth coming from your mouth

Where were you?

Countless times your dear friends needed you too

And I wonder if it's better

Sometimes I feel I cared too much

You weren't there and I was too out of touch

Then as the years passed you'd show up

Start a scene then leave with a ticket stub

And the toxicity of you makes me need an antidote

Quite concerning

The bridges you're burning

Is enough to make my systems overload

Where were you?

Countless times your dear friends needed you too

Where were you?

Countless times your dear friends needed you too

And I wonder if its better

Just to kick you to the curb

To say my peace and leave

Cause I know

You'd do the same to me

And I heard it all before

You said this time you'll change

So I fold

And let my walls down

Cause there's still a part of me

There's still a part of me

Cause there's still a part of me

There's still a part of me

That has faith you'll come around one day

Lost in the rain no home to be found

Constantly wandering from bar to town

You say that you're happy

That you just came around

Missing those friends that never let you down

I know it seems harsh just to shut you out

But I can't really deal with this right now

This Isn't a Goodbye

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