As of Now Lyrics

Turning over a new leaf

Closing off this chapter of my life

Cause I'm sick of all the strife it's caused me

Been waiting for this day

When the clouds finally gave way

When I see skies of blue

Then all I think about is you

And as of now I've learned to see

The beauty inside me

And as of now I feel

Like I am finally free

I can't keep running away from all my fears

I know tomorrow will be better than today

And now I feel brand new

Free of all these chains

I was trapped in a cage

But now I've let out all my rage

I really should be dead

Submerged inside the depths of my own head

And my wrists are blood-stained red

But as of now I've learned to see

The beauty inside me

And as of now I feel

Like I am finally free

I can't keep running away from all my fears

I know tomorrow will be better than today