Existential Lyrics

I hate this existence

In the back of my mind

And I'm filled with resistance

Since the choice was not mine

Well can't you hear me crying?

I'm crying out for help

Cause I just don't wanna suffer

Any more in this hell

This is a crisis

I'm fighting

With my vices

And I know

I wont survive this

I guess that's

Just what life is

Cause I hate getting older

I don't wanna be here

When my soul just grows colder

With each passing year

The people I love are dying

There's not a thing I can do

I feel like I should just end it

But maybe I'll see it through

This is a crisis

I'm fighting

With my vices

And I know

I wont survive this

I guess that's

Just what life is