On That Day (Five Years Ago) ft. GameChops Lyrics

On that day 5 years ago

Seems that I'm trapped, no shield, no sword

The unbeaten path got my soul so sore

Allured by the lust, something gil can't cure

The devil want me as is, but god he want more

Ever wish you never was born

Threat coming but you know that you can't weather the storm

Sector 7 outer heaven where I seem to reside

Trained to kill but I don't really wanna another homiCide

Everything I thought was the real, it turned out to be all just a lie

A product of my pride I don't want us to die

Either outcome is horrible of course

But if we both go ids say its par for the course

I think about the slums where I'm from, folks are out there fighting over crumbs

And running guns

And I can't do a thing to assist

I'm john stockton, without a ring, and the gist is

It's broke and I can't seem to fix it

Earth out of control like the scientists predicted

While I read the manual I struggled to find the truth

And the more I learn I'm even more confused

Out here I'm searching for who I think is my enemy

But every day he reminds me more of me

So to anyone I ever did wrong

I wish you well and pray you live long

As for me my choice was made

5 Years ago on that day

And it aint been the same way

Since 5 years ago on that day

Ever wish you didn't have to wake up

Lay in bed, eyelids could stay shut

That's exactly how I'm feelin now

But I know I can't cuz that's not my style

Everything I shoved in my closet is now fallin out

And makin a big pile

And if I don't believe that I can achieve the impossible

I need to quit right now

Either outcome just another let down

I think about the past and what I did to me

Those who passed on who now live through me

I hesitated to take action

And living like a coward aint crackin

And the more I know I get more frustrated

Gots to press on cuz we must make it

I'm searching for who I think is my true friends

And trying my best to tie these loose ends

So to anyone I ever loved

Sometimes you gotta go through hell to reach heaven above

For all of the times I didn't listen

And all the friends I lost man I miss them

The only medicine for suffering, crime and the woes of mankind

Has got to be wisdom

I heard a man say the mind is a prison

Possessed on a quest tryna find religion

Just too much heartache

Lead em to the water but cant make em partake

808s autotune and of course heartbreak

Heart race like the moment car chase

Feelin like biggie on midnight of march 8

Top of the world till you starin in god's face

As for me my choice was made

5 Years ago on that day

And it aint been the same way

Since 5 years ago on that day