What's the Point? Lyrics

I've been thinking I need some help

But the voices inside my head say I'm fine

Therapy is bullshit so I speak my mind

To the voices they intertwine

I've been running out of breath these last couple years

Happy death day is coming drop my final tear

As I bite the blade and watch my blood smear

Should I say goodbye what's the point here?

Do I have a chance to show myself

Among the great and underwealth

Don't think so I've been overwhelmed

With all these stories I can't tell

Should I say goodbye

Or mentally drain myself out of the sky

Should I get high to push the pain and worry out my life

Or should I fight and never give in to despite

I'm in a dark place and have no help

I'm on a long haul I'm by myself

Inside my mind I propel myself to a better place

To the green grass in a cooling shade

Where the time and life is so delayed

Into solitude no one can invade

I wish I could stay there but

Everyday I wake up feeling delusional out of my mind

And now I realize that nothing can save me from the fact of actual time

Only the voices can comfort me when I'm alone but I try and I try

All I see is red

It's stained in my eyes

I swear there's no blue in the sky

Yeah

I've been thinking I need some help

But the voices inside my head say I'm fine

Therapy is bullshit so I speak my mind

To the voices they intertwine

I've been running out of breath these last couple years

Happy death day is coming drop my final tear

As I bite the blade and watch my blood smear

Should I say goodbye what's the point here?