Eyelidz Lyrics

Staring at the stars

Wondering which is highest

Our trues selves start to talk

When we're caught up in the silence

In that icebreaker space

I say I'm ready to try this

Then I wake up

In a existential crisis crisis crisis

We only exist

In the back of my eyelids eyelids eyelids

Then I wake up

In an existential crisis

We only exist

In the back of my

Swear we have the same eyes

In two different people

Swear you ran away from home

To live in my cerebral

Cuz I hugged you last night

You're head was shaved and blue

There's a face of tears on my pillow

And I'm asking it what to do

It said keep your head up please

You're suffocating me

But most importantly

Just take some time to breathe

I need melatonin

I can't sleep ya see

I keep having dreams

What it shoulda coulda woulda

But probably never be

My heart beats frantically

This feeling what can it be

My alarm went off

Before she could answer me

It always ends this way

Me staring into space

At another shooting star

Or cloud I'm trying to chase

I'm just tryna keep a pace

In this universe

I'm just tryna find my place

Thought it was in your arms

I guess thats not the case

And I can tell tonight

Is just another night I'll waste

Staring at the stars

Wondering which is highest

Our trues selves start to talk

When we're caught up in the silence

In that icebreaker space

I say I'm ready to try this

Then I wake up

In a existential crisis crisis crisis

We only exist

In the back of my eyelids eyelids eyelids

Then I wake up

In an existential crisis

We only exist

In the back of my

Remember those stars

During the summer

Laying in the grass

Kungfu panda 3 playing on the big screen

Starlight is traveling billions of lightyears, just fall into your eyes

I walked to that park from across town

Just to see you that night

Because we could always

Talk about stuff like that

You know things that are real

Real as in the context in which we exist

How we're as insignificant as a dustmite

Floating in the basement air

Of an endless mansion with infinite stories

Infinite rooms no walls no floor

No roof No rules

Life is just a giant complex masterpiece of Absolute insanity intestinty

And tenderly balanced beauty

Most people are blind to that

You were the first person I met that wasn't

And I'll know I'll have to move on

But until then

Do you mind of my mind

Has a mind of its own

And you're the only thing

My mind's mind's mind is on

And you're the only thing

My mind finds when I'm alone

When I'm with you

Its like time suddenly gone

And the day goes on and on

And nothing can be wrong

But it'd feel so right if tonight

You'd delight my sight

With that dress you wear

And that messy hair

That burns like a flare

In the back of my eyelids

When I catch you there

You're the best I swear

Someone no one would share

Thats why I stopped Wondering

What we could be

Between you and your boyfriend

There's no room for me

I know it sounds pathetic

Just forget I said it

We just had so much potential

That was never kinetic

So many places it would takes us

But we never would let it

And I'll never regret it

Bit when I try to forget it

Its already bedtime

And I slip into the back

Of the back of mind

And my dreams remind me

Of all the truth behind me

When I'm lost

This is where you can find me

Deep my subconscious

My repressed thoughts

Become obnoxious

My suppressed heart

Becomes so honest

About all this things

That I try to hide

In that empty space

That I have inside

Where I wear a mask

A mask of lies

Tryna hide it

But I can't disguise

The back of my eyelids