Thoughts Unsaid Lyrics

These voices make me feel like a Different person

As time goes on, it seems like Nothings working

Everything I try just makes it More worse than

The way it was before, I feel Cursed and

I see the darkest parts of me, Nothing close to perfect

If I sold my soul, would it even Be worth it?

Should I go on blindly in the Dark searching

For the light to help me feel like A better person

I’m finding it hard just to live in The moment

Cause I don’t really have Anything to help me cope with-

The darkest parts of my soul that Leave me broken

I’m lost in the dark and always Feeling hopeless

It’s almost like my life is a Continuous joke and

I’m afraid to go through the Doors that are always open

To help me make a difference Inside of my mind

To help me feel different when I’m battling inside

All the things that drain me of My energy

Making me turn into the person I pretend to be

When in reality, I’m my own worst enemy

Sick of using substances for a Quick remedy

What do I turn to when I wanna Be someone else?

Where do I go when I’m tired of Being myself?

Who do I turn to when nothing Truly ever helps?

My perception of life is that we Are living in hell

I got no where to go, I feel alone

And when I’m lost in my Thoughts I feel at home

I never knew this side of life Would turn you vile and cold

Feels like I took deep dive into a Pile of snow

I don’t need a saviour, I need a Way out

Cause at the end of the day my Mind is never played out

I’m a manic depressive, these Thoughts don’t stay out

Feels like God left me so you’ll

Never catch me praying now

I’m finally facing all of my Personal demons

They tear me apart to the core of My being

Life just doesn’t feel real, Nothing’s what it seems

Cause to me life is just one Fucked up dream

Considering suicide, it’s one of My desires

Yet my dark thoughts are just Fuel for the fire

They’re the only thing that really Keeps me inspired

Especially when my brain is just Differently wired

Life ain’t sunshine and rainbows, You’re mistaken

If you act like it is then I know You’re faking

How you go on feeling like your Mind is naked?

Negative energy taking over so You embrace it

Using whatever to feel happy but You fake it

Anyone you give your heart to is Bound to break it

So I remain isolated, friendless And lonely

Never knew life would be like This, no one ever told me

That I would be fighting myself To conquer the old me