Blacked Out Lyrics

Can I hit restart, been more careful from the start

What was I doing, the hell was I doing? Should've been a little smart

Every move I make, every risk I take

Acting so different not like myself, the fuck, I'm being so fake

Friends took us out, got us all drunk

Can this be over, so I can be sober

You told me to trust her, I didn't even know her

Reckless drinking, what am I doing

In a strange place, I'm overthinking

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, too much over thinking

You gave me drugs, said what the fuck?

Supposed to be fun, but I didn't believe you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

The city sort of changed you

Crowded room, I don't know what to do

Can't speak, can't move, my body feels like glue

Oh, my, my

Eyes red and fucking high

Can't speak, can't move, what's my night come to?

This was the time for a sweet escape

I don't know why I made a mistake

What can I say, what can I say

The words are there but I can't explain

Too much in the atmosphere

Out of my mind, things are so unclear

My body has had enough

Shit I think I blacked out

Yeah, I think I blacked out

I'll never get the hype

Drugs just ain't my vibe

I asked for help, I was scared

All you did was laugh at my pain

I saw your real true side

Now my love for you has died

Why am I here? I should disappear

Thought you were great, now you're my biggest fear

You got me stressing

Now I'm overly obsessing

Should've stayed home and listened to my intuitions

Got me all crossfaded

Now I feel so isolated

The world is spinning

I'm feeling very jaded

Over crowded places, and I feel so fucking anxious

Out in the world with all this madness

Can't speak, can't move, seeing too many changes

Your crowd, your life, is a nightmare in disguise

I'm in the dark, I don't want no part

Memories now that have left me scarred

This was the time for a sweet escape

I don't know why I made a mistake

What can I say, what can I say

The words are there but I can't explain

Too much in the atmosphere

Out of my mind, things are so unclear

My body has had enough

Shit I think I blacked out

Taking shots off the table, acting stupid and unstable

Loud voice up in my face, walk away imma need space

Strange faces all around me, flashing lights and I can't see

I'm done, no more, don't fight, just take me home

As I look back I'd never go back

Felt off balance now I'm back on track

Did things I've never done before

Got me feeling so uncomfortable

Just give me a sense of healing

Still broken, in my bones, lost any sense of feelings

Our time scared you

You hate to admit it

But you know it's true

You abused me verbally

Got me fucked up so quickly

Naive, so damaged

That was the night when everything happened

I changed my views

That night, what you did

And everything about you

Stayed with you 'cause I loved you

What you did made it hard to be with you, yeah