Trapdoor Lyrics

Searching, where do I begin

This room is caving in

The sound of silence

Softly whispers in my ears

And caters to my fears

Can't tell who's lying

Peace is nowhere to be found

I've all but hit the ground

It's turned to violence

Every problem seems so heavy, and my mind won't let me let them go for any moment

I fight battles in my own mind, fresh with every sunrise, but I'm losing my sight slowly

Thoughts of what I should've said

They creep into my head

And test my patience

If these problems come and go

Can I still be consoled

If I'm okay now?

But my life is a straight line of mountains and valleys

That I can't sidestep

Every problem seems so heavy, and my mind won't let me let them go for any moment

I fight battles in my own mind, fresh with every sunrise, but I'm losing my sight slowly

I can't see where I step

And so lightly I tread

And hope calmness holds on

As it hangs by a thread

Just as I'd reached the light

I fell through a trapdoor

All I can do is wait

Until I hit the floor

The lows get more grueling

As I rise and then fall

So I'll wade in the fear

'Til I'm not scared at all

I cannot escape this

It just drags me along

But deep in this tunnel

Is not where I belong

Every problem seems so heavy, and my mind won't let me let them go for any moment

I fight battles in my own mind, fresh with every sunrise, but I'm losing my sight slowly

I thought I had reached the light

But then I lost the fight

Where do I turn to?