Starting Over Lyrics

I did an album with my niggaz Flex I know he deleted

Even Sabotaged my verses with the metronome beeping

I was telling my Leimert story

To a bunch of niggaz that was tryna make a buck off me

Couple old heads with a network

That ain't really reflective of they net worth

And there I was giving em my best work

Blinded by the fact they got Battle Cat up in there being big bro

Ignoring the fact they wouldn't let take my shit home

I hate that my Career keeps on finding itself here

Always in a struggle till I get tired then disappear

Never been consistent cause I was never independent

Was always in a deal needing other niggaz permission

I had bad luck and still had em jealous of that

Had the silver Chrysler 300 and selling Big Macs

Wit the fries supersized niggaz used to be clowning

But I still had the wave niggaz used to be drowning

Shit was never what it seemed lotta Hollywood acting

Bunch of script about what if but just not enough action

Losing faith in all the decisions I made with the music

All the goofy shit I was putting up with just to do it

Made me fall outta love shit just wasn't as fun

Not like it was when I was 18 and hungry as fuck

I'm like the king of starting over mister clean slate

Every time I get right where I wanna be they bring hate

The same niggaz you consider your fam

No matter how much you love em they just ain't meant to be apart of your plan

I had to learn first hand wit my mans

I bought him out of his end

Cause he had shit in life that got out of hand

And here I am looking crazy as usual

Tryna find another way to start over as usual

Niggaz quit on me again another feeling I'm use to

Tryna find the motivation cause depression is crucial