808s & Mental pain (Bonus Track) Lyrics

808s and mental pain (And heartbreaks)

I've had tons of heartbreaks

I think i need to take a break, I got too much on my mind

Too much stress that's building inside

I wish I could change (I really wish I could)

I wish I could change

I've been thinking back to the mental hospital

I felt so small, I felt so little

All alone in a room full of people

But i just want you to hold me

I can't go back no not through there, I've been through hell everyday

My mind is gone deteriorating, I'm hearing voices everyday

Feeling down feeling broken

But to my family i'm the one that's outspoken

Demons inside they eating my mind

I'm getting so tired of all this crying

I'm desensitized, think i'm losing my mind

I'm hearing voices, don't think i'm alright

Please some time to repair myself it's not you it is I

I can't go back, I can't go back oh no no

And my mind is cold it's like it's frozen with snow

I tried to take my own life, but i'm still here to show you all my light

I'm so glad that I didn't have to die

Now i'm here to show my light

Now i'm here

Now i'm here to show my brights

Visitation was the hardest

Only had a few minutes of family talking

It reminded me of my dad when he was in the cell

I was on the other side going through hell

But i was still a artist, so I was in there writing rhymes and free-styling

Getting my flow together so when I got home

I could make every single song in my dome, and then I got out and I made a fucking poem

808s and mental pain

808s and mental pain

808s and mental pain

808s and mental pain

808s and mental pains

808s and mental pain