All the time ft. Hanz Lyrics

I'm alright till I'm alone, but lately that's all the time, right

Polishing my star, been trying to make it shine bright

I been in a few cities, that I used to spend the time in

All the good times, I wanna know where it all went

It be feeling weird now, they be wanting pics wimme, so I guess I'm here now

But I be feeling like I'm not shit

Everything boxed in

Looking up to people but I'm knowing that I'm not them

Umm

I really should have blew up by now

Maybe it ain't time yet, brew up for now

My grandmother thinking, I wish that he would visit more

Hardly every calls, he forgot, or he didn't or

Maybe he's just working, or he did ignore it

She'll understand later, but it bothers me

Am I still the same, deep down, well probably

Things tend to change, with this life, very commonly

I'm in a frenzy, gotta I'd for it

Land of the envy, way before it

I would dream, and think of things, so purely

The things that I'm attaining, got me thinking that it's surely

Damn

But it don't feel magical

Really at this point everything feels practical

Damn

Out of touch with the old me

I really tried to call but he saying he don't know me

Am I going insane

Is it wrong that I feel it

I feel it all the time

Tell me am I wasting all my life

Don't know If I should go

To all these places yet it never feels like home

I think I lost control

I'm in my room, my homies in the other one

I just got a message, got another, then another one

Omg you here, I'm knowing there's a fee to it

They'll be pulling up, if I really just agree to it

I'm 23, why I'm feeling like this

They just wanna love me, they acting like the nicest

Women that I've ever seen, wonder what they see in me

I would lose control, no one knows, but knowing me

Shit

When I used to holla, my words didn't mean shit

And what they used to tell me, I would be shit

Now I'm flying over them, while eating sea chips

Tried to share my dreams, but they never could ever see shit

It's depressing, but I pulled myself out of it

Like we playing online, you can really add em in

Suspended adolescence

Swimming in a pool where they really breaking necks in

Really got me breathless

You should know it

The voices in my head now

I think it's crazy that people just want me dead now

I fear death, at least I'm being honest

Here while you listen, no time to be modest

Umm, what about last night

Was out of Character, was I in my past life

When the liquor pours, it's hard to act right

They saying that it's cool, well is that right

Am I going insane

Is it wrong that I feel it

I feel it all the time

Tell me am I wasting all my life

Don't know If I should go

To all these places yet it never feels like home

I think I lost control