Growth Spurt Lyrics

God and I got reconnected

Sow his word and started reaping my blessings

My confidence I had to reposes it

Emotions re-express them

Change my ways to reach the heavens

Year 23 I treat it like jeepers creepers

Behind the mic time to meet the reaper

Ya'll just don't cut it and I got the clever

To the game I'm Lebron was to Cleveland

Words building bonds they start believing

In they selves see they dreams and get to reaching

Like the x button in 2k

Did I just play it to safe

Can't be scared to take a risk

Shoot even if you miss

Get a rebound and keep on tryin

Used to think my life is plain whole time I'm flyin

With a whole lot of turbulence

But at least I'm off the surface lift

Off thinking I got my wings sitting in the pit

Thinking I'm controlling my destination

TillI get the realization

It's on auto pilot

And God's flying

Even when I'm nose diving

Thinking its the end like Mayan

I gotta realize this is bigger than I am

I am merely a vessel

Used by God just to help you

Even when I'm lonely remember he never left you

He'll never let you

Down even when ya parents do

Your girl or your crew

Your brothers your sisters cousins nieces and nephews

Your job or your career

Clothes cars money is there

Materialism I would self indulge

Short tempter not Fahrenheit probably burst the bulb

Thinking why he fill me with self doubt

Giving my all to my people thinking how

To fill a void of emptiness

Thoughts became insidious

Self hate playing with self harm

Smile was a mask hiding all my scars

I never felt so alone, in a up hill fight

Praying and waiting for things just to go right

It was one night

Me and got in a fight

And I lost it

Yelling and fighting for hours exhausted

She fell asleep

I wrote a letter to my family

Saying please forgive

But I don't have anymore life live

I ran outside in the bitter cold

Dark road, just laid there

Got up tears flowed came near

A parking garage and went to the top

Standing on the ledge felt my heart drop

Calling God then I just stopped

See sometimes you gotta go through hell to reach heaven

That was so selfish what I was about to do

God has blessed me so much, so many gifts so many talents

So many great people in my life

Never let anger, depression or fear control you

It's in God's hands its his plan lehgo

Yikes

Sierra the way I G-Mc's

Giving L's like the dmv

DOA's and RIP's

Gifted like Christmas haters scrooge like Ebeneeze

Catching fire I'm Katniss Everdeen

I'm the greatest they ever seen

Growing money like a tree and mine is evergreen

Rolling through green like I'm in a golf cart

Know niggas that will pull your hallmark

Get the cue and hit your pockets like a pool shark

I got a cold heart

Took ya son and raised him like Rafiki

Got ya Bm on the beach with no bikini

She saying get between me

Now we between sheets

I'm Ron Isley

Intellect be ivy

Leaving careers on IV

Pull the cord like a guitarist

My flow the hardest

They say you nuts WILL I AM known for going retarded

Thats a humble brag

Had to tell you what I been through to let you know where I'm going

Yikes