The Tea & The Tear Apart Lyrics

Why should I have to wait for love

Why should I have to prove what I'm made of

It's an endless masquerade

It's a pointless favor if you reduce me to a crawl

And once a month, by the clock, you call

It's been so long, where you at, and what's your job

That's always how you start

This is the tea and the tear apart

I'm singing with all my heart

For the ones that you ripped apart

I'll cut you with all the shards

That you left me of my heart

And you think it's great, we're sitting here, it's getting late

Your partner calls, he's too cold, he needs your coat

You ask him why he called and he says darling

No one at the party knows where the hell you are

Turn to me, brown eyes shining endlessly

Asking me, does my body still block moonbeams

Well of course they do

You're the one who told me that everything turned blue

Is there a secret to your heart

Is there something that I should've made sense of

You ask, what the hell went wrong

There started being things I couldn't ask you anymore

And if we're so ultra dark death bed, whatever

How come we laugh so hard when we're together

This is the tea and the tear apart

I'm singing with all my heart

For the ones that you ripped apart

I'll cut you with all the shards

I'm holding on to the piece that you left me of my heart

And I'm forming a new feeling that will never tear apart

My body is a vessel and just now it's waking up

If you someday wanna find me you will find me in my car

And that emptiness you're feeling is why it never starts

My body is a vessel and just now it's waking up

Someday everything is gonna greet you where you are

Just don't leave your future in the cold dead arms of god

You can't spend all eternity feeling so lost

If we just sit here holding under these policeman lights,

We'll never have to hear all these cops and parents fight

We'll pretend you and I seized the night one last time

One last time