Self Medicate ft. DELØ Lyrics

I get up and pray

Wondering if I'm going cray

They're not gonna break me

I self-medicate

As I face these

Trials, tribulations

Lord don't forsake me

I get up and pray

Wondering if I'm going cray

They're not gonna break me

I self-medicate

As I face these

Trials, tribulations

Lord don't forsake me

Sometimes I get lost in this 

Problem is I'm locked in it 

Knock knock knock 

Who the fuck is this 

God forgive and God forbid 

Expressing such atrocities 

Conspiracies, controversies

Politics, hypocrisies

Revelations, prophecies

Whatever mate I'm Socrates

At least with my philosophies

I got my own hypothesis

And yeah to me it's obvious 

The general populace

Be telling me bro come off of it

Like I ain't bothered with

Systemic in-equalities 

We've been caught up

In the court of corporatocracy

The Worlds In Estate

And we're all in our properties

WHO needs Gates

In these days of the Quarantine

Who's really safe

In this game of Monopoly

New World Order

Is to blame for the Acrópolis

Of economics, even on this day

Special-Ops are being rolled out

Really there is no doubt 

I got to stay an optimist 

Keep my faith in top-condish

I get up and pray

Wondering if I'm going cray

They're not gonna break me

I self-medicate

As I face these

Trials, tribulations

Lord don't forsake me

I get up and pray

Wondering if I'm going cray

They're not gonna break me

I self-medicate

As I face these

Trials, tribulations

Lord don't forsake me

I get the feeling that I'm outta time

My motivation moving out of line

Pressure breaking on my spine

The pain is different

When it's in your mind

I'm tryna make the best

I feel depressed

But I'ma say I'm doing fine

Manipulated opinions

We bring the war of religions

We find the flaws in our children

We try to talk but don't listen

I can feel it, Twitter fingers

Disagreement on God

Colours, races, people shooting

George Floyd, The Law

I been raging for a minute

Brothers dying for nothing

Mothers crying over children

Racial tension, division

Politicians finding reasons

To diminish our vision

Crazy antics from the media

Make the hero the villain

At any second I could die now

Even if I'm jogging down the street

I'll hear hear the gun sound

Being alive ain't nothing but a crime

In the eyes of a fed

Who swore to protect

He lying he might call you threat

Two shots fired, wait

At the back of the head

He walking over with his pride

He ain't got no regrets

Another cycle in the game

They taking bodies for the fame

You playing chequers with the master

But you bound to be their slave

They put a target on your back

And now they gotta take a aim

Pull a trigger on your momma

Put a knee on your father

To be honest i can fight, kill

And bring up all the drama

But I'm tryna make a difference

So I'm praying to the father

I get up and pray

Wondering if I'm going cray

They're not gonna break me

I self-medicate

As I face these

Trials, tribulations

Lord don't forsake me

I get up and pray

Wondering if I'm going cray

They're not gonna break me

I self-medicate

As I face these

Trials, tribulations

Lord don't forsake me