Cuz Sometimes Lyrics

Eventually I'm gonna stop

Talking about this

How Most days it is difficult to talk

Or difficult to be judge by

People who do

Words even bold face in blue

Articulated

Don't capture our essence

Only blurs us like photographs

Telegraphing high speed motion

We are the blips

Winking and pulling our infinity

Towards our infinitesimal

An I for An I

Our Cycle

Makes the world writhe

Peeps peeking veils that peep into us in kind

Orbiting fringes society has deemed habitat

We pray that when we implode

We are corpses that becomes complex

A funny memorable cliché

An I for An I

Our Cycle

Ley lines skin cell construct themselves

Into me

And life is still a language I'm learning

Only underlines

Undermines of current Aqua Vida

The flow of life

Will flood any vessel I dare

To make canal

To breath at

To breath

Seeping out in tiers

That once covered ocean floors

And eroded bedrock

So we smile as loud

As we wish we could scream

There's a beauty to viewing

The world as a silent noun

A person placed in thing

Watching a thing become a place for people

My smile has become weary tread marks

Autopilot airing

Tired trademarks that I copyright

Into the space I need

When I need it

I hold it like affirmation

The ant that colonizes

The surface of an ant

My farm 7 billion people sharecropping

And cropping shares of us

Out of the photo

So we blur at light speed

Falling into intersection

Between crossed eyes

Cross road

Jabberwocky

Jabberwock

Jabberwock

Stir fry musings

And watch them steam off

Jabberwocky

Jabberwock

Jabberwock

Death is not

Distant guest in my home

So it is often roped into our conversations

Leaves burning lacerations

In our l loves you

And I am learning

To let go of the things

I love before they are ripped away

Death has fanned flames

Riot high

26 Will be my age this year

And death has made my

Life a ecosystem of bridges

Skyscraper high

And from this perch

I haven't seen where fellow jumpers

Have landed

Only the signs of preparation they left

The harnesses and

Whatever they managed

To pull into their orbit

I am living debris

Attempting Gibraltar in this space

Searching for the

Right spot to land

Elysium, Heaven, Nirvana

Etc. etc

Wondering if we all go to the same spot or

If there

Paralleled alternating worlds

Abyss the color

Of sunflowers and cannabis

I see shapes in the fog

And imagine them solid

Imagine them in freefall

Parachuting

Shooting the breeze with death

Because most days it is difficult to live

And most of us are afraid

Heavy Heart humming through fog

Reverberating echoed memories

Into memoriams

Memes for humanity

Sometimes those of us with sober

Stupor strangling

Half-lidded eyes misty

Bloodshot and sleepy

Fill the fog

Hope in the tone of howls

Shakes our ecosystem

Fucking Jericho's it

So we celebrate our revelry into silent scream

Pulling our infinity into our infinitesimal

Quilting our love into heavy heart armament

Our of choice at rest garments

We pray that when we implode

We are corpses that becomes complex

A funny memorable cliché

An I for An I

Our Cycle

Is one of life and death and something else

Sometimes life finds it difficult to create

So it makes fog

Lingering apology

Lovely forehead kiss

Deep expectant hugs

And I do not know when it

Will be my time to freefall

If my scream will be silent or joyous

But I want it to be like fog

As dense as deep unexpectant hugs

As gentle as lovely forehead kisses

As helpful as lingering apologies

I don't know if there is

Ground where I'm going

I've been a bridge walker

Since '94

But when I arrive at the end

Or beginning of wherever

This trail is trailing off too

I hope that my fall is broken by the scarred hands

Sometimes sculpted in my foggy reveries

That after I forget my years here

That my jumpstart is the copyrighted smiles

I came to love

Because sometimes

Sometimes