A Beautiful Disaster Lyrics

All roads led to beautiful disaster

What I’m after is hidden by the spell caster

The witch

But imma call you by your given name

It’s a shame we killing you but giving you the blame

You in chains it ain’t changed

Since I was rocking chains in the Honda

Hoping that somebody’d come and sponsor

Little ole Ca’Mel

I was busy catchy L’s

And I didn’t even notice how my aspirations fell

Eggs in one basket

Granddaddy in a casket

College on hold

I took off but never landed

Thought I paid dues

I was leaving empty handed

I been single ever since I left my last ex stranded, for real

Cuts inside my mind that never healed

My spirit adamantium so even if I peel

And I fall that don’t mean this the last I’ll do

Imma come back stronger like a zenkai boost

I know my mama said a prayer for me

I know my dad be looking out for me

I know my sisters love they brother

So I won’t stop until they get to see

I know my mama said a pray for me

I know my dad be looking out for me

I know my sisters love they brother

So I won’t stop until they get to see me at my best

Many years sacrificed but it couldn’t be for nothing

Know I made mistakes in picking people that I trusted with my goals

Always try to take the high road

But it’s hard when hell’s the highway that I drove

It was clear that I strayed from my purpose

My life felt worthless, just going through the motions

My depression showed took control of my emotions

Now my faith run even deeper than the oceans

How’d it get like this

How’d I lose my way

I restart don’t quit

My obsession made it clear that I was born for this

My lane paved even if I’m never on the list

I talk a lot didn’t having nothing to say

They say that life’s a game guess I finally gotta play

No regrets cause I learned along the way

Every failure in my life made me who I am today

I know my mama said a prayer for me

I know my dad be looking out for me

I know my sisters love they brother

So I won’t stop until they get to see

I know my mama said a pray for me

I know my dad be looking out for me

I know my sisters love they brother

So I won’t stop until they get to see me at my best

Moment of truth

I was rapping fallacies

Some was fact many of em took a page from fantasy

Not to betray or to lie I just kept my guard up

And spoke vague about the touchy moments that I brought up

This not an easy skill if you seek to master

No short cuts fear of failure had me moving faster

It’s not my calling but on the mic I been a pastor

The perfect end to a beautiful disaster

I know my mama said a prayer for me

I know my dad be looking out for me

I know my sisters love they brother

So I won’t stop until they get to see

I know my mama said a pray for me

I know my dad be looking out for me

I know my sisters love they brother

So I won’t stop until they get to see me at my best