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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2020

Lyrics

I’m not scared of dying

I’m scared of what I’m gon leave behind

I’m scared of trying

Only to realize


As a Saint dies he asks himself

What does it mean to nurture the soul

Is it finding purpose

Relaxation

Intimacy

Or even love

The truth is there is no one answer

What is good for one may harm another

But one thing is a fact above all else

You must make time to nurture the soul


It’s time I started telling truths

I just need a minute to go get my mind straight

I been so focused on growing

I didn’t take time to look down onto my plate

Too busy with looking around me to find what I’m missing inside of myself

I know I don’t show it admitted it now that I honestly needed help

My mind been in pieces

I haven’t been sleeping

Seeing my mama cry that liked to drove me off the deep end

Fear I started peaking

Work through every weekend

Made songs all day they didn’t say how I’m feeling

I contemplated suicide

It wasn’t nobody to stand at my side

They tell me they with me I ain’t see em ride

I covered that up and I started to lie

Through all of that pressure I started to fold

I gave up on chasing a record that’s gold

I see all the DM’s that’s letting me know

They think I’m a rose in the crack of the road

And it’s too much

I didn’t plan for this

But people keep telling me God gone make this right

I didn’t come this far

Just to get left on my own once I reached this height

I feel all alone

So it’s just me and the mic when I’m up all night

I feel safe at home

Sometimes I need to just go sit and cry


Tears fall over that grave

Thank God my life was saved

Didn’t think I’d see this age

Scared I’m never getting engaged

When I thought my life was doomed

Had to kill me to groom

Bad days but the good come soon

Now my soul is starting to bloom


It’s as nature intended

Creation precedes destruction

Success precedes disaster

To destroy is to create

But in due time

I’ll call for you to rise again


Bloom

Soul

Success

Disaster

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