Cold October Lyrics

Tryna fall asleep to the sound of your voice

And I wont have nightmares cause I love the noise

Baby please tell me that im not your last choice

Imma die in illinois

Imma feel the recoil

Only because you destroyed

Heart parasites baby you deployed

Made my name from a beat called ball boy

That dont mean you can exploit

That im Paranoid

But I still hope you enjoy

Burning pictures on the Polaroid

See it turn black like my heart its a void

Always hearing "whats the matter boy"

Standing at the bridge

You know imma jump for joy

And I know your gone

Something I cant dwell on

Sitting on your lawn

I know you moved on

But cause im dying

Don't mean I wont hang on

Cause I'm broken

Doesn't mean I wont build on

Yeah I see through your lies

I see you and I

And I see my life

And I know imma die

Imma take my knife

Imma Slowly slice

Down my arm baby

Fuck it I'll be alright

In the Middle of the night

On an endless flight

If the engine blows

Fuck it imma fly

Chilling in cold october

Baby tell me if it's over

Wanna get a new range rover

Touring the world picking clovers

Chilling in cold october

Baby tell me if it's over

Wanna get a new range rover

Touring the world picking clovers

And I aint got my hopes up

Aint got new clothes on

Feeling imma chosen one

Feeling like my life is done

Think when we layed in the Sun

I know I gotta gun

Its for me so

Baby please dont Run

And im feeling a little numb

Can anybody call my Mum

That I may not have won

But im singing to the drums

And im having fun

If you Listen close

You can hear me hum

And ive been Living on my own

I dont wanna be alone

Writing songs on my phone

Oh how ive grown

From a ripped heart

To a one thats sewn

In the shape of a gravestone

To the unknown

Listen to my heart in your headphones

And I know its hard in a world of clones

But Its not about the iPhones

Its about your next milestone

Chilling in cold october

Baby tell me if its over

Wanna get a new range rover

Touring the world picking clovers

Chilling in cold october

Baby tell me if it's over

Wanna get a new range rover

Touring the world picking clovers