Paranoid Lyrics

Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, f**k me up

Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, f**k me up

They wanna rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, f**k me up

Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, f**k me up

Sometimes when I'm on my own

And there ain't no one around I feel all alone

Laying in my bed I'm a nervous wreck

And I wind myself up until I'm vexed

Keep telling myself they're out to get me

And I ain't sure who, so I make it up

Come to my own conclusions I'm crazy

Start thinking up all kinds of stuff

Like, f**k my girl, I know she cheating

That golddigger bitch just thieving

Act like I don't care but I'm grieving

Start switching up for no reason

Told myself I ain't got no friends

F**k my people, f**k my ends

No rational thought, I'm low

I'm paranoid, all I know is they wanna

And then I think about beef

Over the years I've had so much grief

Whole lot of drama in and out of East

Won't let anyone take me for a chief

And mans say they got my back

But it's really all just chat

Cause when it all gets on top

They leave me alone to scrap

And I went to the ends, heard whispers

Old friends chatting bout kidnapping

Now they hurt my pride and ego

I don't care about rap, Im strapping

But the olders told me ignore it

Cause I really ain't got time for it

And the ghetto, I already saw it

I'm in the world now, I gotta explore it

I can't let 'em

No guts, no glory, no get, no gain

No love, no pain, I'm going insane

It's all too much for the brain

I'm so paranoid, I feel strange

And it's so long-range

Been too long, I gotta make some change

F**k the world, I'd rather take some blame

Or I could just buy a platinum chain

Diamond rings and and other shiny things

Maybe the bling'll help me maintain

Or at least that it help to explain

What's my path, am I in the right lane?

Why I feel so left out in the rain?

Why's it hard, it should be simple and plain

All I see when I'm in this game

Everybody wanna