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2020 man

First of all

I just gotta say that 2020 has been a hell of a year

I have made some gains but I took a lot of losses

Including loosing myself

I've done something's I'm not proud of

It's crazy how you look in the mirror and you don't even recognize who you are anymore

This is a recap

2020 was gonna be the big year

Where i solve all my problems and make things clear

It all started when my heartbroken friend

Realized his ex ain't coming back again

What a way to bring in the new fucking year

Was my first sign this year should be feared

Met a toxic bitch that just rubbed me weird

Cheating her middle name so I disappeared

On to the next one as I miss the free throw

There's plenty of fish but I'm finding my Nemo

This year man it's been ho after ho

Thought she was a baddie she just headed for the low

Man what is with these mannequins

They out causing shenanigans

Now I'm out here panicking

And now I'm in a trap again

What the fuck is with these fake bitches getting married

Guys in a few years those vows are gonna be buried

You can call her baby but it's gonna be miscarried

It's the honeymoon phase but feelings gonna vary

It's like they met me last year they led me on

They had the audacity then to make me gone

I'm still out here writing my songs

About heartbreaks and nothing lasting long

I swear I ain't no ho but my count says otherwise

I draw these bitches in but they run like i'm pennywise

I swear loyalty and love is hard to attract

Society literally drilled it with a baseball bat

Wait hold on let's look at some bright side

I thought that was the case when I mended some ties

I thought some things were an eternal spell

Then all of sudden I'm like hi Karkell

The Kartell were back and we didn't give slack

But then that all ended with a vicious slap

I admit I fucked up and my anger took control

The truth was my duty and it was what I told

I lost all my friends so now I'm alone

So I drank till numb and picked up the phone

I called her up and explained the unknown

I don't ever wanna see you your chance was blown

If he didn't bring the drug I still would have love

But no point in drowning in something that is done

My passion was shot

My heart a knot

I let a bitch ruin my life cuz she a thot

A gold digger and just a plain Jane Bitch

All she cared about was acting like she rich

I got consumed into a life I couldn't live

So no more mr nice guy this is my crib

Called up 12 so my anger just dwells

You like to play victim we all know well

I seen your new dude looked like he was pretty cool

But he's a kiss up bitch ass and he's being a fool

At least I mended some ties and met new rides

They fuck with me for me and that's what I like

But all in all I feel ashamed

My parents made a better brain

I think I'm insane and my anger can't tame

What the fuck is wrong with me myself I just blame

COVID 19 is big fucking shame

Rest In Peace to all the people taken away

Including my aunt and uncle who couldn't keep awake

I want to make sure their legacy goes on

But what the fuck 2020 I'm acting like a con

If they looking down I gotta make em proud

So imma make myself better make my presence loud

If I learned one thing it's mistakes define me

And that's fucked up so come on God try me

Imma be bigger better I will sever all this pain that I endeavor my legacy forever

My life like a movie scene but no happy ending

Relapsing in this dark pain my anger be pending

Wow this year has been a fucking ride

But 2021 it's about damn time

I'm stuck in this slime

But imma keep doing this speaking my life out with fucking rhyme

I can't go on keep messing up

But I'm out of luck so I'm fessing up

Rest in peace I'm blessing up

Won't last long I'm guessing what

Is next

What's next

What's next

Big checks

Or is it just peace and will this pain end

Blessed

Blessed

Blessed I am

There may not be god but here I stand

Ya

I'll be back 2021

Bigger and better