forever in my mind Lyrics

Forever in my mind

Always search

But cannot find

Was looking for your love

But you just left me behind

I feel very numb

Cause my soul already died

I feel very dumb

Cause now I know she lied

Look up at the sky

And I ask the gods why

Walking all alone

Need nobody by my side

Put me in my grave

I been thinking every night

Would it be that bad

If I left it all behind

Tired of my life

Always cry

And get in fights

I know I'm no good

Cut my skin up with the knife

Kissed me on my lips

And turned my heart just like the ice

I am not okay

I am not alright

I am not alright

I am not alright

I am not alright

Forever in my mind

Always search

But cannot find

Was looking for your love

But you just left me behind

Forever in my mind

Always search

But cannot find

Was looking for your love

But you just left me behind

Fall in love you lose your life

On the acid

See the lights

On the stage

I'm super high

Blacking in and fucking out

All these people used to doubt

Act like they don't fucking dream

So much fake up in this scene

It's fuckin toxic

I'm barely breathing

But I'm flexin and I'm flossin

And they fucking think their stunting

It's fucking nothing

Their music sounds disgusting

In a race but I'm cheating

Yeah I'm taking drugs

To run away from demons

Don't know who you are

Talking all that nonsense

Pull up leave you bleeding

Your head looking like a faucet

Cause it's dripping

Give me any beat you know I ain't missing

Tell that girl I'm on a mission

I don't want love

I hate the attention

I hate the attention