I Am Trying To Say Goodbye Lyrics

Wandering the earth, once again, as a tired giant, forgotten god

Do not admire me, learn from my misery

Would you exchange everything you love for my power?

Despite everything I am, alone I am not enough

She is the vessel that harnests my strength

I tamed demons, but I never could tame an angel

She fears me now

The one person I swore to protect

There is no peace, only fear

Hate, misery and madness

When she walks her feet barely touch earth

When she speaks my ears hear only her

I was becoming more than a vengeful monster

Becoming a part of her

But then again, you could not comdemn

Someone you love that much, to a life with someone like you

So, as a monster, I continue

One half of a whole

The dark in the grey

Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred

And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence

Missing a half that exists no more

Nothing has ever hurt so much

No longer half-breed

The human is no more

I am the demon that other demons fear

Despite everything I was, alone I could not fight

She was the anchor, that kept me on your side

Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred

And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence