Forwards Lyrics

Going forwards on the clock. I can feel my fate unlock. Fighting demons in my chest

Till my one last waking breath. Music is my hourglass. Wonder which song will be last

Emotions fleeting out of me. From the hurt that these I see

I can stand but I can't sleep. Life is hard but I don't weep

I can't live but I can die. These aren't tears in my eyes

Of forty hours I have left. To feed up words consuming theft

Devil hates me yet my eyes don't show pain nor do they try

Am I waiting to die? As I try to live this life

Creatures crawling around me. As the leaves fall from this tree

I give they take what's rooted deep. There's nothing left but still they creep

What's the envy when we love? When it all ends way too rough

Promise safety we can't hold. Until the end of the road

I can stand but I can't sleep. Life is hard but I don't weep

I can't live but I can die. These aren't tears in my eyes

Of forty hours I have left. Feeding up words consuming theft

Devil hates me yet my eyes don't show pain nor do they try

Am I waiting to die? As I try to live this life

I'll try something brand new. Write this song it's all for you

Consume me deeply with your lies. Promises unbroken ties

A tight noose around my neck. Fuck it all, fuck it to heck

At least I'll live before I die. But what is life if I don't try

I will stand and I will sleep. Life is hard but now I weep

I will live before I die. I'll die with tears in my eyes

Dwindling hours I have left. Endless strength I have bereft

Devil hates me yet my eyes they show pain because I tried