Starting to Realize (Official Audio) Lyrics

Smiling for the camera, A heart about to Break

Twisted mind with this pain, I was fucked up for Days

Fake smiles and handshakes, Hidden in the Night

Used to trust your words, Believed in every Line

Now I'm seeing clear, Ain't no more blurring of Mine

A feeling that everything ain't right, And I can't even Sleep

Paranoia where I go, I swear it's just a Thing

Everytime I gave, It's like they could never Bring

Pouring my empty feelings in this cup, That I never Drink

This the life I chose, And I'm taking all the Risks

I don't even play hockey, But I gotta keep a Stick

Starting to realize, That it's us loyal people who always gets Hurt

Been digging my own grave, But ion see no Dirt

When I was with the devil, I swear I got Cursed

Maybe it's the price we pay, For loving and for Trying

To chase the darkness far away, And reaching for the Sky

Thinking about my past, All those stupid Times

They were never my friends, Why does it hurt when I say Goodbye

Smiling for the camera, A heart about to Break

Twisted mind with this pain, I was fucked up for Days

Fake smiles and handshakes, Hidden in the Night

Used to trust your words, Believed in every Line

Now I'm seeing clear, Ain't no more blurring of Mine

A feeling that everything ain't right, And I can't even Sleep

Paranoia where I go, I swear it's just a Thing

Everytime I gave, It's like they could never Bring

Pouring my empty feelings in this cup, That I never Drink

This the life I chose, And I'm taking all the Risks

I don't even play hockey, But I gotta keep a Stick

Starting to realize, That it's us loyal people who always gets Hurt

Been digging my own grave, But ion see no Dirt

When I was with the devil, I swear I got Cursed

Maybe it's the price we pay, For loving and for Trying

To chase the darkness far away, And reaching for the Sky

Thinking about my past, All those stupid Times

They were never my friends, Why does it hurt when I say Goodbye

Smiling for the camera, A heart about to Break

Twisted mind with this pain, I was fucked up for Days

Fake smiles and handshakes, Hidden in the Night

Used to trust your words, Believed in every Line

Now I'm seeing clear, Ain't no more blurring of Mine

A feeling that everything ain't right, And I can't even Sleep

Paranoia where I go, I swear it's just a Thing

Everytime I gave, It's like they could never Bring

Pouring my empty feelings in this cup, That I never Drink

This the life I chose, And I'm taking all the Risks

I don't even play hockey, But I gotta keep a Stick