padlock Lyrics

I hate waking up and getting dressed

I wish that i could stay in bed

It takes so much to stay impressed

So much that i don't have

I hate the way you curl your hair

I hate seeing you everywhere

I hate the way you sound

The way you look

The way you are

I hate how fucking mad you get

Play a whole war inside your head

Then you're fine, like it's nothing

But I swear it's always something

With you

I hate how you take everything to heart

I hate how fucking sensitive you are

You're closed off

When you think you're not

You're a book with a padlock

Does anybody know who you really are?

You think you're fine

You think you're mine

But I renounce you

I reject you

I detest you

But you're still inside

I am not who you think i am

I am more than a bad friend

I am kind i am respectful

And I am fair

I am more than a bad seed

I am more than you make me

But I'm an addict

I'm a sinner

And I might be dead

When you get back

If I lose track

Did I write that?