Tell Me Who I Am Lyrics

I watch the fantasy grow over me

The cold ceiling drip his hand upon my cheek

Tell me this life I live, tell me the life I use to live

Tell me about this kid I be, tell me the kid I used to been

Saddest shit is just watching it fade away

No time to replay, no time to dilate

All you do is watch it just play

No turning it back, no time to reiterate

So, I watch today

I sit with my younger self at the tree today

We watch the leaves, we watch time leave

We watch our family leave, we watch ourself leave

Tell me about that shit

Tell me do you really understand?

Is this the life I live

Am I really the fucking man?

That I say I am

Or am I just fabricating?

No time to be waiting

No, no time to

Go, go, go, go, go, go

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I be

Tell me who I been, tell me who I be

Pleading on my knees

Tell me who the fuck I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Been swagging since my mental

Been outside of the crowd, some shit like experimental

Found myself through music, knew that shit wasn't accidental

Found my past through pain, got no feet to stay my waiting

One, two, three, four phases, masquerading

Used to be the critic, now I'm the one that they rating

Umbrella out, over the head while it's raining

These real tears that I poured are now giving me payment, yeah

Used to be the youngest one in my group

Now I'm gonna be the one that they look up to

Ask me how, ask me why, I just do what I do

Inspired by this life that I live, used to cope with a spliff

You are not alone, I used to cut my wrists

Middle school child, got too tired of it, on soul

On the low I could gain some weight

These internal struggles I deal with, I hope they fade

Even though they here now, take this song as a pray

And if god is real, then you can hear me today, please

(Didn't get no words back, how I lost my faith?)

(Didn't get no words back, how I lost my faith?)

Didn't get no words back

How I lost my faith?

Wash myself in the waves

God please let me bathe

Which man is upstairs

I don't know today

Which man is upstairs

I'll never know, no way

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I be

Tell me who I been, tell me who I be

Pleading on my knees

Tell me who the fuck I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Yeah, so I was saying like

Ever since I lost him, it's really been

It's been humbling, I don't know like

Shit, I lost

I had lost a lot of relatives in

A short time span, y'know

I've grown a lot from it

I've understand a lot from it

All I can say is like I'm grateful to be here

As much as I do got issues with myself, like y'know

One thing I learned is just

Keep on pushing it