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Made eye contact with the cashier

Swear she been working here since last year

Start crushing when she lay down that black hair

Maybe I cover that ass with some cashmere

I feel alone wearing flashy protects

My life is anything but flashy yet

Wish I could own 50 private jets

But I can't focus on the future, I'm in the present tense

Money talking sign language, call it ASL

Bringing this old shit back, feel like I'm melly mel

Bring the goat to show and tell, I swear I brought myself

Doing this shit for my mama, hope this shit prevails

I approach these women gently

Because the last one really fucked me mentally

Swimming in my mind and I'm drowning out an empty sea

I swear this the last time, I will never let her empty me

Contemplating thoughts about suicide

I swear I'm so locked in, right now it's do or die

Out here searching for myself, like who am I

Having to battle with my thoughts, is it truth or lie

But when I sit back and analyze

How many times I fantasize about these shitty camera lives

I don't know if it's for me, I might stay to myself

I'd rather take this fat off and take care of my health

Don't wanna fall down that rotten path

Where selling drugs is they only basic math

They can count an eight ball or they count the cash

Fuck that stupid shit, I'd rather do the best in class

Because these drugs not for me

I can take my monsters out on the ink, you call me Sully

They sit back and judge me but don't understand me fully

Talking shit for no reason, you pussies are some bullies

People act like I'm replaceable

Because they blameable, my soul isn't changeable

Am I really the one for her, that's debatable

How many songs I'm about to drop, I say like eight or so

Made eye contact with the barista, mucho gusto

That mean nice to meet ya, tryna fight the reaper

With this music through your speakers

Maybe quit this whole rapping shit and be a preacher

When I'm around you feel like bad weather

If the shoe fits, you can be my Cinderella

I'll protect you from the rain, be your umbrella

Can we make it in this world, can we stay together

Father stretch my hands open

At this point I'm stuck, I can't do nothing but I'm hoping

When I go up to heavens doors you accept me in the open

Please tell me I'm not crazy, don't tell me that I'm coping

Counting the seconds towards graduation

Fuck all the lies and the fabrication

I'm out in Venice on vacation while I'm paper chasing

My mind is a speedway cause it don't stop racing

Going in circles and circles

Can't cope with real life so I write in my journal

Can't express my feelings, I keep it bottled inside

I killed my old self, that stupid motherfucker died

The one that cared about what others think

The one that didn't stand up for himself, he's on the brink

I killed that stupid bastard and I'm gonna speed right past ya

Do whatever you want, I don't care about your laughter

Made eye contact with the eyes of God

Please tell me that you're real and there ain't no facade

When I look up at the sky, are you looking down

Are you with me when I need you, if I gotta frown

It's swinging heavy on my mental

Tension is so damn thin you can pop it with a pencil

You can call me Eric, sketch these lyrics on my Ensel

But listening to this song right now is an essential

You gotta stop being stuck in the future

You gotta stay in the present

Life moves too fast for you to look in the past

So live every day like it's your goddamn last