15, 16, 17 Lyrics

Get into the front seat

Keep your eyes to the side

I'm always the first to say

Then you drive me to highland and get me really high and

Laugh with your eyes closed and swollen

More relaxed than before and to think that I swore that I'd stop it

But I couldn't stop shit

And now you're quiet in the back of my mind

And I'm still bothered by the time you give to any girl whose name and face and personality's not mine

And if I said I wasn't I'd be lying

Lying

15 and it's hard to focus

Infect my mind at a moment's notice

Know this, i knew it all along

It was the face and the braces you thought were wrong

And every bitch that you toss into a stanza lands a lyric

In one of my brand new songs

One of my brand new songs

Angry and jealous and everything is green

And did you mean it when you said you'd maybe do it unseen

Did you mean it when you said you'd maybe do it unspoken

Choke on empty hope and

Fuck no, I'm not above it

Apprehensive attention lovin

attention lovin

16 I'm settled into a newer din

It's louder here

And painfully apparent it's another not my year again

Has it ever been my year pretend I'm tough and unaffected by 10,000 misdirections

Invite me to a concert in the middle of the week

And speak to me in ways I'm pretty sure just friends don't speak

I've been distracted ever since i had that dream

That dream that dream that dream

17 and I think I get and don't regret our kind of love

Overwhelmingly consumingly okay with just this much

I'll touch you in a million ways you won't touch ____ (lol)

And its freeing and I don't mind

And It's freeing to know that we're nothing and you're mine

It's freeing to know that we're nothing and you're mine

It's freeing to know that we're nothing