A Poem For A Deadbeat Lyrics

For 30 years

You were always spiteful

Because of your own imbalance

Only emotion in your mind was malice

Casted a vote between drugs or your children

And we all know who won the ballots

You want me to feel bad for you?

Tears pouring out by the gallons

Strived to pacify but you were never successful

Now because of your foolish behavior

I'm forced to try and fill this void in my heart

I've found peace in this madness

I'm content with you being gone

But my heart was still shot

A million holes I still can't fill

Empty voids like pitch black abysses

But you didn't think about the outcome?

When those drugs were speaking to you

You still listened to them over your own children

You said you changed since you went in?

You said that same shit last time

What makes me believe you now?

10 years old asking my mom where daddy is

Oh son daddy's out with some friends

She finally told me

And that's where the lie ends

18 years old now

And I won't follow your trends

This is where the bloodline bends

And I'll make a change in this family

The trends will end

You're just a dead beat

You're just a dead beat to me

A fucking dead beat

A fucking dead beat

A fucking dead beat

A fucking dead

Beat

Father