Underneath it All (BPD) Lyrics

Every day's a battle, every task a test I've got this fire inside me, but it's hard to rest

You see me smiling, playing games to cope But underneath it all, it's like hanging by a rope

I'm a master of disguise, a social butterfly But when you try to push me, I'm quick to suddenly fly

It's not about rebellion, it's not about defiance It's just my way of keeping calm, it's my own kind of science

I'm a broken up disguise, a social butterfly But when you try to push me, I'm quick to suddenly fly

It's not about rebellion, it's not about defiance It's just my way of keeping calm, it's my own kind of science

I'm not broken, I'm not strange Just wired in a way that's hard to change

So if you see me pulling back, don't push me in I'm finding my own way to let some light in

I'm breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking through I'm finding the truth, I don't need your commands

I'm walking this road with my head held high I'm not running away, I'm standing tall

I'm breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking in at all

You think you've got me figured, but I'm not a code to crack Just trying to survive without having to look back

The world's a stage and I play my part Trust me, there's a storm of emotion beating in my heart

But I'm not afraid to live, just afraid to lose control In a world full of pressure, I'm guarding my soul

I need to find a balance, I need to find a peace So I take it on my terms to give me some release

I'm not broken, I'm not strange Just wired in a way that's hard to change

So if you see me pulling back, don't push me in I'm finding my own way to let some light in

I'm breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking through I'm finding the truth, I don't need your commands

I'm walking this road with my head held high I'm not running away, I'm standing tall

I'm breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking in at all

In every challenge there's a chance to grow No need to hide, no need to run

I'm taking control, I'm not done

I'm breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking through I'm finding the truth, I don't need your commands

I'm walking this road with my head held high I'm not running away, I'm standing tall

I'm breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking in at all

I'm finally breaking free, yeah, I'm breaking through In a world full of so many demands, I'll just be me

And last, I'm breaking free

Standing tall, living wild, and finally free