INTRO/Tired Lyrics

I'm sick and exhausted uh I'm tired of giving my all

I'm tired of people who claiming they love me but won't have my back in a brawl

Tired of people who fake it with me I'm tired of picking up calls

I gotta put up a wall one year suspension I'll see you next fall

And uh Don't ever ask me for help

I'll watch you drown if my name Michael Phelps

You don't know pain you ain't felt what I felt

Cause

I had to get it my own way

At night I was feeling so lonely

Emotionally dead walk around with a stone face

Depression is harder than hard but never could let it control me

I can't go back to the old me

I only had me to console me

Did a lil research on Camus and Eckhart sat down and told them enroll me

I learned that life was absurd read the power of now had it mold me

I'm present while I'm in the present I got the feeling of being

I shed my ego while fighting my demons

Took my shahada and started believing

Finally life had a purpose and meaning

Finally I had a purpose and a reason

I'm sick and exhausted uh I'm tired of giving my all

I'm tired of people who claiming they love me but won't have my back in a brawl

Tired of people who fake it with me I'm tired of picking up calls

I gotta put up a wall one year suspension I'll see you next fall

And uh Don't ever ask me for help

I'll watch you drown if my name Michael Phelps

You don't know pain you ain't felt what I felt

Cause

I had to get it my own way

At night I was feeling so lonely

Emotionally dead walk around with a stone face

My heart colder than cold freezing I got it closed off

When I wanted love i never got any I only had Perkies to doze off

They kept me warm in the summer when I felt like Olaf

They'd rather see me high than help deep down that had me throwed off

Only one person gon love you like you and only one person gon love you for you

Deep down I don't know what to do cause my therapist told me "that person is you"