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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2020

Lyrics

I feel like it's time I start

I start being real with myself, you know?

I feel like I'm always playing the victim

And I don't know how much of y'all gonna relate to this, but it's just how I've been feeling lately, you know? So


Yo, first things first

I don't usually do shit like this, but I can make it work if you tell me that you like it

I can be your punching bag

Just tell me who you're fighting

It's hard to crack a smile when ain't nobody smiling

Cut people out my life

Cause walking outta there is only way to make things right

Or at least that's what I tell myself when I can't sleep at night

Cause getting them off your mind, that's a whole 'nother story

I been looking to the mirror for someone I recognize

But I don't see myself Just some demons that I hide

Feels like I've been drowning so why's my mouth so dry?

Babylon is burning and there's fire all around me

But I'm so fucking cold

I walk with crowds of people but I still feel so alone

There's no one left to call

Cause I ain't picking up my phone

That shit's on don't disturb

My family say they miss me but I ain't say a word

I pull myself away but this pressure's getting worse they put me on a pedestal that I don't wanna be on Blowin up my phone

I can't even turn my screen off

I'm just tryna disconnect

Working on myself and emotions I neglect

Reminiscing on my past and where I'm headed next

They said things are looking up but won't ever lift my head

Cause with all these fucking snakes around

I gotta watch my step


I can be your punching bag

Just tell me who you're fighting

Cause

I know what it's like they said it's ride or die till they walking out your life

I've got people on my mind

But they all got bad intentions

They fool you once or twice but no I ain't learn my lesson

They said it's ride or die till they walking out your life

Got people on my mind

But they all got bad intentions

They fool you once or twice but no I ain't learned my lesson


I won't take a walk through hell

Just to pray someone will save me

Said I can be your punching bag I see the way you're aiming

Sometimes you gotta play a fool to fool the fool that tried to fool you

Siempre ten cuidado te dicen que te aman y te echan el cuerno más fácil te quemas jugando con fuego

They mad I broke their knife when I ripped it out my back they got me saying sorry

Not because they right but cause I don't have the energy to give a fuck or fight

They say I dropped the ball

Well let me pick up where I dropped it

I gotta watch my step

Cause all these fucking snakes is toxic

Cause when you're doing well all they wanna do is drain you

Until they see you sink

Then nobody's gonna save you

You're doing all this shit just to pray they won't replace you

Told me, I'd never make it

Should've staid in college could be making six figures

Now I'm writing out these lines like I scribble stick figures

I ain't got shit else to say

Except


I can be your punching bag just tell me who you're fighting

Cause I know what it's like

They said it's ride or die till they walking out your life

I got people on my mind

But they all got bad intentions

They fool you once or twice but no, I ain't learned my lesson

They said it's ride or die till they walking out your life

Got people on my mind but they all got bad intentions

They fool you once or twice but no

I ain't learn my lesson.

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