Lost in New York Lyrics

Sitting on my knees in the shower

Nothing to fight with

No sign of willpower

Head in my hands

No fuel to feign

Doesn't water make you born again?

Will it help to punch a wall?

Is it so bad if I fall?

Home alone lost in New York

Three decades of wandering that I can't ignore

Drowning from time to time

Don't know if I'll survive

But this concrete jungle is draining me dry

I solemnly swear that I've been up to no good

A walking talking open wound

Heavier than guilt is the weight of disconnection

Dulled out and stilted

No hope for insurrection

You know that it's bad when you're sitting on the floor

Tired from nothing always wanting more

Home alone lost in New York

Three decades of wandering that I can't ignore

Drowning from time to time

Don't know if I'll survive

But this concrete jungle is draining me dry

I've got a big black hole of sadness

Not even your sweetest honey can fill

Caught in the mind trap

The uselessness

Don't know what to offer

'Cause I'm aimless

I don't want to be

Home alone lost in New York

Three decades of wandering that I can't ignore

This river is my life

Don't if I'll survive

But this concrete jungle is draining me dry